Friday, August 04, 2006


Like a prayer

Life has a funny way of sneaking upon you when you think everything's ok and everything's going right.
And life has a funny way of helping you out when you think everything's gone wrong and everything goes up in your face...

So my job contract hasn't been renewed and I'm home, trying to collect the strenght to start again with a new job, wherever it may be. How to find a new one, what to do...I still don't know. The only thing I know for sure is that I'll be happier and healthier with none of the Addams on sight. And I perfectly know that I deserve something better, something that really suits me..

Still I'm worried for my future
Still I'm tired, after this year of struggling within.

Still I pray harder and harder for some real chance to come.

BELIEVE ME...Alanis was soo right telling that life has e very funny way of helping you out.
Two years ago I had same problems as you have now...Love, life, job.
I put my best smile on my face and fuck off the world. I went camping by myself, NO ONE ELSE, met 1000 people, had fun and took a rest from all the shit. Now life is not blinking, my heart has got a scar that nothing can help to delete...My face is still smiling.....And as someone I do really love said: noone can take what is mine anyway! And life is mine...or it's supposed to be :)
I went through something very similar 5 years ago, too. Lost my job, broke up with my boyfriend after some ten years of living together and some other stuff. It feels like 40 years have passed from that moment. Now things are actually quite the same - no job, no peace of the heart - but I'm a totally different person. Smile rarely fades from my face and I DO believe that good things come to those who wait. To those who do all they can to achieve a better goal. To those who try hard to keep a pure soul.
As always, dear, thanks for your words.Hugs.
no more morons! no more morons! no more morons...
or, at least, not the usual morons.
You deserved a break and life knows it. You'll find something, you're so talented.
I'm going on holiday but I'll pray for you!

Emanuele: where have you been???? :-)
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